Honoured Feelings

i truly and utterly had to write something

a stuff to calm my soul
to purify it
to clean the dust out of it

i can see my soul dancing
hah
thank god nobody can see it
id be embarrased
its cool remaning hidden



I am hidden sun

and son

dont look back
just give it a shot
just love
just a bit more
and attach a few drinks with it

im still dancing
no fuckin music
no sounds
no inners sounds
just a dancing noise

alone
spiritually

being god
and being a bump

but still loving myself

aching
but loving
aching
and lying

my brain is continuing its dream journey
somwhere in the dark

im looking back at what I wrote
but I guess it is still not enough
to prove that my soul'sea is at its ease.

I dont know what to write anymore
Im just empty

and full
and empty

and talking silently my ideas
to noone

im talkin to my best friend
talking to me.

Leopard Cana 10.29h 15.12.2008 Pr.